MELINDA IS FROM CEDAR.

BORN ON 10 NOVEMBER.

AND LOVES LIME- GREEN, OLIVE GREEN BUT NOT DUSTBIN GREEN.

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yay! its the holidays FINALLY and ive been waiting long and hard for this day to come. haha. i just realise i did something very very funny. i accidentally deleted the post of mine before the birthday note to sam so it means whatever i typed before that had gone to waste. nvm. i shall type it now then. in case u are wondering, thats me doing those letters. i put them into the com and tried to take a pic of all the letters together but it didnt turn out very nice. hai. but anyway, 'e' is a very very difficult letter to do. my sis was the one taking pictures so she had to count 123 then i kick my leg up. i just couldnt keep my balance! BOO HOO!

hai. im so upset cos of stupid physics and stupid chem. more of physics cos it was horrendous i am so gonna fail. i didnt study electricity and almost 20 marks went there happily. great. and i actually forgot v=ir. stupid. but WHATEVER. i dont care anymore lar. not like i can go up to the teacher and say GIVE ME MY PAPER NOWWWW. yeah right. but whatever, i am not gonna think of it anymore. no more.

haha. lexin anu and joey are so super duper funny. they say they can imagine me talking as they read my blog. haha. actually its cos i type whatever i am thinking in my brain and most of the times i say it out loud without knowing. haha. i love to tak to myselfthough i know its the first sign of madness. but whatever, im not mad. talking to yourself is a GREAT way to arrange your thoughts. its like putting everything infront of u and rearranging them. haha. but i try not to talk to myself when strangers are ard cos they will prob think i am insane. might aqs well cos this stupid mid years have driven me crazy. thanks a lot *cough cough* for suggesting that we had mid years. urgh.

haha. okok. i shall use another post to talk about my to-day day cos i dont wanna make the post seem long. i like short posts but i really got a lot of things to say. :(

ok BYE!

im almost half dead. i cant believe i actually finally finished acids and bases.WOW! i think its a GREAT accomplishment! (:

yay! 3 more days to the end of the week, the month, the stupid days and END OF SCHOOL! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY! i am so happy! but anyway, i gtg mug now.

2 more days..

how i wish i could mug camp instead of chem..

HELLO EXAMS.
BUH BYE THE COM.

I WILL MISS YOU. WAIT FOR ME. JUST 3 MORE DAYS.

psssss! sam's bday is round the corner....

OH NO! MELINDA IS VERY VERY LAZY.

i am slacking here typing on my blog instead of doing what EVERYONE else is doing : STUDYING. oh. its everyone minus 1! (: and i feel depressed cos i am lazy. i told my sister that i cant concentrate on my work yesterday and she said: ' so? what u want me to do?' urgh. so angry i refused to talk to her. i shall not tell her anything anymore. erm. but that will be AFTER this week cos i need to ask her bout kinematics. urgh.

yay! my brother is coming back at such a RIGHT timing. on friday NIGHT. great. thats when my sciences are over. and all he can help me with are those. urgh. so mean! i just came back from a really cold bath! (: i realise bathing in super duper cold water helps to make u feel better! especially in this super duper hot weather.

hehee, i was blog-surfing and found many funny stuff. especially in loo's blog. HAHA. and i am so NOT a piggy. the chocolate was already broken but she REFUSED to let me have it. :( make me feel so hungry staring at the big cake. :( hhahaa, but i still think its funny! (:

yay! it is a sunday!! (: i just realised that time passes really really fast! (: which isnt a really good thing so i dont know why i put a smiley face. bored. i keep eating food. i baked myself a huge brownie and i am SAVOURING it now! (: with ice cream too! (:

lexin is so lucky! she can go ice skating. i havent gone ice skating before. but i dont think its fun making yourself dizzy in that small ring. go ECP! (: YAY! i really wanna go there soon! i miss going there with many many ppl, especially with guides! (: haha, and during annual camp! (: i love skating there! so big~!! and of course bbq-ing! (: aww. i miss camp olympics so much! :(

ok lar! i shall go make my patrol blog now. if not deryn is gonna give me that stare again. :( and i better do it when i am feeling happy! BYE! (:

YAY!

i am feeling happy and gay! (:
there was south division day today and guess what?

PATROL IDENTITY GOT FIRST!
out of FIFTEEN OTHER GRPS! YAY!!

yay yay! hahaha! i think south d day was fun! maybe cos i wasnt doing anything tiring and cos it was held at CAMP CHRISTINE! i really lovvee that camp site! i still remember every single thing bout annual camp 08! (: and i will never forget either! (: but overall, GOOD JOB CEDAR GUIDES! (:

yay! i am really feeling happy now. but i think i am getting lexin's syndrome, all the embarrassing acts came spilling. even though i dont know whats so funny. haiz. then when we played whacko, i had such a strong temptation to call samantha's name and the i got whacked. thanks a lot sam! when we were on the bus, i had to go seat with the sec 1s and 2s which was HORRID. i wanted to sit with the sec 3s cos i wanted to have singing session!! but too bad, i had to teach the cheer even though it only lasted for 5 min. and i was scared to go off the bus cosi scared deryn scold. and then i fell asleep.

haiz. many things happened but i am so super glad that our hard work paid off. btw, all those in patrol identity, pls stay back on monday for 5 min to take a photo! (: yay!

i think ms wee's mean. she complain that my voice is too loud. but i really really CANT help it! i'm born like that. go ask my mum why.

i think i am partially deaf btw. but i dont listen to my mp3 very often. urgh. today deryn was like mumbling some stuff and i didnt know she was talking to me so i gave her the weird look. hai. i always cant understand what ppl are saying. tthey shld really speak louder.

yay! i am overly high now. even though i am trying to go to the toilet to da bian. but i shant yet. i wanna type more! yes! and i decided to go buy a little sweets for the patrol identity patrols! yay! i think they really put in a LOT of hard work. but it paid off! (: (: . actually i still cant believe we won.

and dawn! yes yes! sam's birthday is ROUND THE CORNER! ok. she better not see this. then we can go somewhere to celebrate! yay! (: i suddenly feel like eating again. urgh. forget it. my food goes in but dont seem to come out. my mum just made me finish her pot of porridge and i ate brownie, ice cream and cake cake! but now i need to da bian.

im feeling tired and i wanna sleep. hai. there's so much things to do. study, sleep, da bian, play, etc. but i just realise there are 5 more days to go. JIA YOU SEC 3s!

BYE.

PS. SAM! SEND ME THE PHOTOS ON YOUR PHONE PLS!

OH YES. AND THIS POST IS SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO DAWN

YESYES! WE SHOULD REAAALLLYYY GO FOR DINNER TOGETHER SOON AND VERY SOON!

yes i am in ndp. MUST COME BACK MORE OFTEN TOO! (: then u can see all of us and make your day! (:

ok. very sleepy! good night world. (:

i survived this fateful friday.

we did south d day prep again and just like usual, i got scolded like hell. i really dont understand why all these are my fault. i know 90% is but that doesnt mean that others were angels. i feel really angered. i couldnt stand it anymore. u didnt know how much your words could be so insensitive and sarcastic that just throws all of us back to the bottom of the well again. i tried my 110% best and i know that if i really did, i dont need to be afraid. i've been facing so much pressure by this thing for so long and i'm just wondering that maybe i am just not suited to be a leader at all. i just cannot withstand all the scoldings and problems. its just the start, but feels like the end alr. i'm scared. scared that i wouldnt be up to it anymore. but tmr will mark the end. but i'm really expecting to expect more unexpected. i'm really not good enough.

but looking on the brighter side, i drank more water! i was feeling so pissed i went to drink water from the water cooler for so super duper long i swear i could hear the water going bloop bloop in my tummy as i walk. ok. i need to remind every single person to bring their stuff if not i will be murdered. brb

haiz. noorama! pls reply! hai. talked to lexin for the past few days and i really feel even closer to her than what we were long before. i guess if a friendship is gonna last, its gonna. so no point putting in your 110% best for it. quarrels and fights, coldwars and debates really take up 90% of what the friendship between lexin and me share. i guess its all those that pulled us together. but no matter what. i really thank lexin's God for putting her here beside me in times of my worst. (dont aww me lexin)

i keep thinking things will be over after step up. but i realise problems are magnified and even worse now. there is a strong lack of communication between us all and its not suppose to be there. stay strong guides, we can all do this TOGETHER.

hahaha, and btw, thanks damia and clara for cheering us up. and i just realised that damia and constance really have many thing in common. and i still cant believe damia is a quarter chinese.haha

and to dear dear alex and sam! dont worry anymore and look on the bright bright side! its very near you! turn your heads and u can see the LIGHT. heehee, we should really go for a BIG cup of paopaocha after tmr!

and LASTLY:

BIG BIG THANKS TO LOO AND HER MUM AND HER DAD!
im feeling full.

TAG REPLIES!

TO LUO TING: haha! congrats to you too pl and skill ic. super unlucky lar me. everytime also stuck with you, PUKE PUKE.

TO LEXIN: urgh lexin. like seriously, what pl sound like to you? policemen meh? hai. patrol leader is patrol leader. i dunno how to explaain. like a patrol (a grp of guides) and a leader? nvm. u are so blur i cant explain. :P
(oh oh. i know u are gonna protest.)

additional reply to sam:

HAHA. I WILL have FUN AND I DID. (:

YAY! ITS A SUNDAY!

finaally its the end of a week. it has been such a busy week and i think its gonna get even worse with south division day, mye, and many other things. hai.

but anyway, i went to my cousin's wedding on friday and it was kinda fun. the only unfun thing was the food. i couldnt eat most of it cos there were scallops, prawn, brocolli, mushroom and many more disgusting things. oh yar. there was octopus . who will ever dare to touch that red gooey octopuses on the table? i was so disgusted. hai.

haha. and i think it was kinda fun and nice though. the toliletswere super duper clean and nice smelling and myy drinks were nice! but i drank so much coke i had to go to the toilet every 30 min. hai.

yay! i hope me lexin and yoo jin can have a study date tmr! provded lee lexin is free. stupid lexin! always not free. hai

and guides was kinda funny on friday. there was promotion and it was funny. almost half of the whole sec3 cohort got double roles and btw, CONGRATS TO ALL THE CLS AND ACLS! yay! beaunice didnt let me down and SKANTHAKUMAR KAUSHALYA! YOU OWE ME AND SAM OUR HELLO PANDAS! heehee, anyway, as i was saying, so when it came to my patrol, the other 2 ppl whon were suppose to go to the front with me were not there. and i was like looking back and saw no one. GREAT. and i didnt even know if i should time for myself. but i decided it would be dumb so i didnt.

and the just when i got the badges, the flag pole dropped. thank god mdm faridah was there. she save my life. phew. and i didnt get hit. buut it started raining and so i RAN back to my patrol. super sian.

haha and then for patrol corner it was so super quiet, but then clarissa and sarah called me out and started shaking my hand. i was like huh? and then it was free time! (: we sang songs and listen to mdm faridah's 'speech' and then i was called out again. to take photo this time. i was super blur. and thanks a lot LUO TING. you abandoned me and then i had to go alone. thanks! haha, but i am so glad her op went well. oh no. i think alex ssaid that they wanna see me and loo next mon. which is tmr. luo ting! you must come to school!

yes and then i was called out again to time. blur bluur. then they suddenly started marching and ask me time. but i was so blur that day i was like huh?? then luckily i managed to drag zh and charlotte out to help me. :P hehee. i wonder what thats for. so weird. maybe choosing ndp squad.

hai. ok. i shall go mug now. there's 11 more days for mugging so perservere!

love,mel.

I AM FINNALLY FREEE!

JUST FINISHED:
1. rewrite of physics class room.

YAYAY!!! TOOK ME REALLY LONG U KNOW.

and many changes took place. ms lin the mean placed me beside ying chao the quiet during the massive change of places. noisy banana and gloria are now behind me and gloria says my head is too big and blocking her view. NOT.

but i am sad. cos i dont talk now. :( even though its kind of rare. but i think its a dumb idea to put me with ying chao. we just dont have similarities in terms of talking. i am super sure it was ms lin's mean plan. :(

ok. enuff complaining. talking to loo now. HAHA and she is SCARED OF BLOOD! hhahaa! i have been teasing her since 9:30 and she keep tsk-ing me. hahaha. GOOD LUCK FOR THE OP ANYWAY. DONT BE SCARED OF BLOOD.

and a gentle reminder for TAN LUO TING. WASH CAREBEAR! WASH CAREBEAR!

heehee, i am irritating the shit out of her! and i think its kinda fun! :P

okok. guides. guides. guides. 1ST: FAREWELL. now, SOUTH DIVISION DAY. i still cant accept the fact that i am in patrol identity. URGH. i really want to do some outdoor. i dont like designing and furthumore, I SUCK AT THAT. urgh. so ,much for grouping us according to our strengths. i didnt know me and tessa could draw by any chance.

but anyway, we came up with a cool hat and i really cant be more impressed with rachel and claudia. they went to plaza sing and came back within less than 1 hour. i think they flew!

PS. YOU ALL CAN TEACH ME HOW TO FLY, THEN ALEX WONT BE ABLE TO STEP MY SHOE ANYMORE! (:

ok lar. thats all for now. life's havent been good. cos there are 15 MORE DAYS TO MYE! :(

OMG. TELL ME THESE ARENT TRUE.
I NEED TO BE A ROCKET TO CATCH UP WITH TIME.
I HAVE A THOUSAND AND ONE STUFF TO DO.
AND A THOUSAND AND ONE PROBLEMS IN MY HEAD.
SAVE ME.

DO I MAKE YOU PROUD

I've never been
The one to raise my hand
That was not me
And now that's who I am
Because of you
I am standing tall
My heart is full
Of endless gratitude
You were the one
The one to guide me through
Now I can see
And I believe
It's only just beginning
[Chorus:]
This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud
[Verse Two:]
I guess I’ve learned
To question is to grow,
That you still have faith,
Is all I need to know,
I’ve learned to love,
Myself in spite of me,
And I’ve learned to
Walk on the road I believe.
Everybody needs to rise up
Everybody needs to be loved
To be loved
Everybody need to rise on
Everybody needs to be loved, to be loved
This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you, do I make you proud
This is what we dream about
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud
Do I make you proud

PS. I HOPE WE DID! (:

SMILE.... BECAUSE IT HAPPENED.



THIS WORDS MEAN A LOT TO ME. it farewell todayy and probably the most memorable one. you weere the best batch of seniors anyone could ask for and i will definitely miss all of you a lot. i remember the time u all carried zinc plates back to the guides stall in the heavy rain and stayed back so late to talk to us. we really appreciated it! (: but the journey in cedar guides will never end. not even when u grow old. (: once a cedar guide, forever a cedar guide. we will miss you! there is still a long way in front of you all. don t fret when u suddenly feel stressed at the olevels. cos u know that when u look back on the memories u shared with us, u will smile.



time passed so fast in a flash and i can hardly imagine us being sec 3s. i guess i;'m just used to the constant scoldings, the constant avoiding of any of you. i still feel as though you are sec2s, during the times you guided us through the farewell. HAHA, and i think all of you look super different now! (: yarr, time passes really fast, so treasure all the moments and live life to the fullest!



but anyway., we really hoped farewell was a super memorable thing for everyone and that the performances really put a smile back onto your faces instead of tears.

AND I AM PROUD OF MYSELF. I DIDNT CRY AT ALL!

BECAUSE I MUST SMILE (:

BECAUSE IT HAPPENED.

2 MORE DAYS.

i wish this day will never come but good things dont stay for long.

i havent posted for many many days and now i'm back on a monday. YES. MONDAY BLUES. great. i did something absolutely dumb today. i stuck out my tongue at joey but my smelly maths teacher happened to be behind her staring at me. i think i'm gonna get scolded for 'sticking my tongue out at him' . THANKS JOEY. yup. and chem was really bad. ms chng didnt really pronounnce my name properly and i was like stoning there. then i heard my name. then suddenly i was like thinking: ' OMG. SHES CALLING ME..' then i jerked and the books on the avt was like flying. stupid mz, alex and loo laughed like mad.

alex just mildly pissed me off by asking me to find an email add. great. and now she says she doesnt need it. just joking bout the pissed part. but her making me go in circles is a fact.

10 oclock. time to sleep. NIGHTS!

PS. to all late sleepers: pls sleep early!
PSS. to luo ting: BRING BIG CAREBEAR~!