MELINDA IS FROM CEDAR.

BORN ON 10 NOVEMBER.

AND LOVES LIME- GREEN, OLIVE GREEN BUT NOT DUSTBIN GREEN.

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♥1. TO GO DOWN THE RIVER 10000000 TIMES!
♥ KEEP SMILING! (:
♥ DRINK MORE PPCs!
♥ GET MY OWN CAM!

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i survived this fateful friday.

we did south d day prep again and just like usual, i got scolded like hell. i really dont understand why all these are my fault. i know 90% is but that doesnt mean that others were angels. i feel really angered. i couldnt stand it anymore. u didnt know how much your words could be so insensitive and sarcastic that just throws all of us back to the bottom of the well again. i tried my 110% best and i know that if i really did, i dont need to be afraid. i've been facing so much pressure by this thing for so long and i'm just wondering that maybe i am just not suited to be a leader at all. i just cannot withstand all the scoldings and problems. its just the start, but feels like the end alr. i'm scared. scared that i wouldnt be up to it anymore. but tmr will mark the end. but i'm really expecting to expect more unexpected. i'm really not good enough.

but looking on the brighter side, i drank more water! i was feeling so pissed i went to drink water from the water cooler for so super duper long i swear i could hear the water going bloop bloop in my tummy as i walk. ok. i need to remind every single person to bring their stuff if not i will be murdered. brb

haiz. noorama! pls reply! hai. talked to lexin for the past few days and i really feel even closer to her than what we were long before. i guess if a friendship is gonna last, its gonna. so no point putting in your 110% best for it. quarrels and fights, coldwars and debates really take up 90% of what the friendship between lexin and me share. i guess its all those that pulled us together. but no matter what. i really thank lexin's God for putting her here beside me in times of my worst. (dont aww me lexin)

i keep thinking things will be over after step up. but i realise problems are magnified and even worse now. there is a strong lack of communication between us all and its not suppose to be there. stay strong guides, we can all do this TOGETHER.

hahaha, and btw, thanks damia and clara for cheering us up. and i just realised that damia and constance really have many thing in common. and i still cant believe damia is a quarter chinese.haha

and to dear dear alex and sam! dont worry anymore and look on the bright bright side! its very near you! turn your heads and u can see the LIGHT. heehee, we should really go for a BIG cup of paopaocha after tmr!

and LASTLY:

BIG BIG THANKS TO LOO AND HER MUM AND HER DAD!
im feeling full.